A-angry-artistic
B-bitch
C-cry
D-depressed
E-excited
F-fear
G-gaunge
H-hell
I-Interesting
J-judged
K-Kaylee(me)
L-loser
M-me
N-nothing
O-out their
P-pissed
Q-questionable
R-restless
S-smoking
T-The Descendents
U-used
V-vandlism
W-weary
X-xanga
Y-yelling
Z-zooyork

N here are some quotes in case u all are bored...

So now I cut these loveless wrists
My head sure hurts today
I'll take another twenty pills
and try to make my troubles go away..

My bestfriend died a lonly man,
In some post spring hotel room,
I got the call last christmas eve,
N they told me the news,
I tried all night not to break down n cry,
But the tears rolled down my face,
I felt so cold n empty,
Like a soul so out of place,
N the mirror mirror on the wall,
sees my smile it fades again...Give me somthing to..Believe in


*22 years of mental tears cries a suicidal vietnam vet,
Who went to war over shores,
To find his country didnt want him back,
His best friend died in Saigon,
The lawyers took his wife his kids,
No regrets,
In a time i cant remember,
Is a war he cant forget,
N he cried for give me for what i done their,
cuz i didnt meen the things i did*

^^Those to are the same song...Poison-Something to believe in...N that is my life in that song if u dont like it dont complain about it to me...Because to have noone to understand is one thing but to have to deal with shit cuz its my life is another..^^


*Always remember that the shit that happens, happened for a reason, and only time will tell what the truth beholds...I've waited so long to tell you this feeling, sweeps through my brain is constant repeating. You wanna be my everything, but don't know where to begin, let me, begin..*


Just fuck it. i can't take this shit anymore...
Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.
From the moment you left I knew that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
You and me are like one heart-beat. So slice open my veins.
And let, the romance bleed away.



Though its been a while now
I can still feel so much pain
Like a knife that cuts you the wound heals
but the scar that scar remains

And I dont dream since I quit sleeping And I havent slept since I met you And you cant breathe without coughing at daytime And neither can I So what do you say Your coffin or mine::


If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
Why dont you love me anyway


If you love someone tell them, because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken
::heartbroken::